I was so upset about our lack of vacation plans. I am feeling better about it now.
It wasn't the fact that we wouldn't go to Disney even though it was an incredible deal.
It was partially because I wanted to feel like we were really getting away this time even if for 2 nights.
It was the fact that I didn't want to waste my vacation time to do nothing but sit at home.
But it was mainly the fact that it didn't matter what Belle and I wanted to do. It was all about what he wanted or didn't want to do.
For example he refused to drive to Florida. He refused to drive 4 hours from home. He refused to spend 2 nights anywhere. He just didn't want to. So never mind that we did or would.
If he would just loosen up and have fun I think it would kill him. He won't go to the pool. He won't go to the playground. He won't he won't he won't. And sometimes that just really gets to me.
Most of the time I am fine with being the one that plays with Belle. I am the one who takes her anywhere. I am the one who does what seems like everything with or for her.
Thankfully she is a Momma's girl because if she were a daddy's girl and he doesn't like to participate I think I would have to scream.